Post by Jin on Jun 24, 2006 10:35:46 GMT -5
*~From The Goliath church~*
She stood there on the Bridge near the park and watched as the cars flu passed, she let herself get lost in it. watching and listening to the sound. Vrooom, Vrooom as they went by. she held her cell phone, dialing number she waited for the ring. she wouldn't cry, not shed one tear until she was in the comfort of his arms.
There was two rings when Andy and Ben's home phone went off. "You've reached Andy and Ben Jacobs, leave a message and we'll get back to you soon, peace..." Jin waited for the beep no expression on her face. when the beep went off she spoke. "Hey i know its early... are you there, it Six in the morning you have to be--" There was a click. "Hellllooo." Came the Groggy voice of Ben. "Hey Benjy, it your brother sleeping?"
"Ya, got home late. went out with--for beers, hold on..." What seemed like minutes passed and she waited, she swore she heard cursing, and the distinct thud of someone banging there toe. "Jin?" She took a deep breath and kept a mono tone. "Could i come over and talk, i just need to talk..." There was a slight pause and than a nod, Andy could tell something was wrong. "Yea baby, anything you want. I'll wait for you, are you ok?" she didn't want to answer that right away, she would have started to break right there on the phone.
Twenty minutes later, hoofing it on her feet she reached the brothers apartment and knocked on the door, Ben opened it quickly and she stepped inside. "Hey i have to get to work, but Andy will be out in a minute." she smiled and gave her a hug and exited. she waited for a moment before taking herself into his room where he was getting dressed, he just got out of the shower. "Andy..." he turned wrapped in his towel and for the first time she knew she could just be herself with him.
Before the first tears hit her cheeks Andy moved to her and held her close. "Jin what's going on, what's wrong?" she buried her head in his shoulder, she could smell his Calvin Klein body wash. "Talk to me baby." she wouldn't not right now, she knew if she waited just a little bit longer the tears wouldn't come full force and she wouldn't let this man see her weakness. She felt he chin being lifted and she now looked into Andy's eyes, full of concern. "Andy i--i'm just lost..." At of course at a time like this he cracks a joke. "I can take you home, pretty handy with a road map." a mixture of tears and laughter she reburied her head and he smiled.
"Come now, tell me." she wasn't sure if she wanted to tell him, but she would. He sat them down on the edge of his bed and he held her she told him everything she could without giving away her secret work. "Baby I’m so sorry." That's all he could say without over stepping everything he worked so hard to build from her, before this he had serious issues. All he knew now was he had to be there for her.
Jin was crying now, something she hadn't done in a long time. she couldn't even recall the last time she cried. it was a release and Andy was helping her, just by being there. she could always count on him and especially Kitty. She went right to Andy thou, instead of her partner, the one person in all the world that meant more than this man right here. she would have to tell Kitty again, and no doubt there would be more tears.
Andy stood and headed to the phone. "What are you doing?" Jin raised an eyebrow. "calling in sick, i want to spend time with you. You need me right now." Jin shook her head. "No they need you, and I’ll be here. I'm not going anywhere, but i have to work to. do a few things..." she smiled and stood checking her now running make-up in the mirror. "You let me cry and run my mascara, i should hurt you." she smiled for the second time that night. "You needed to cry, and you need not be alone."
"I'm not alone, i have you and kitty. So when your not around i have my other best friend. now go to work." he shook his head and picked up the phone to call. "God damn it Andy, go already I’ll be fine I’m all better now and--" He didn't let her yelling stop him either he kept calling. Walking over she knocked the phone out of his hand and placed it on the receiver.
"Jin, your upset right now. and i would rather i take a day off to spent it with you, than train army wanna-be's all day. I want to be with the women i love today, is that so hard to ask? We've been together for Three years now Jin, and this is the first time in three years you've opened up to me like this, i say its a pretty special occasion to take one lousy day off work, and I’m going to. so me and you can spend time together."
Just when she thought she was done, more tears. she lowered her head and picked up the phone handing it to him. Smiling her returned in making the call, as an instinct Jin crawled into his bed and curled up in his blankets. she loved how warm that feeling was, she lay curled up boots and socks off. Moments later she felt the bed shift and when she looked up Andy lay next to her, his arms outstretched waiting for her. she smiled and rested her head on his shoulder, and again with the tears. "Damn you Andy, you made me cry three times today. I dare say your taking advantage." she smiled as he wiped the tears from her eyes.
He kissed her lips and she smiled melting into it, losing herself. That was exactly what she needed and what she wanted, she needed to feel alive...
~ ~ ~
Clothes were not discarded into a heap on the floor curtain's closed and the smell of sex linger in the air, Jin lay in the arms of her Andy and she smiled and as she lay sleeping next to him, even in her dreams she could smell is aftershave.
~~~
"i should get going, double date tonight. don't you boys forget." Jin smiled slipping on the last of her clothes. "your going to be ok?" Jin nodded and kissed him once before heading towards the door. "You need to shower again." she smile and exited.
Dialing Kitty's number she sighed. "Hey you, I’m heading home now. I’ll explain why the sudden disappearance when i see you." than she shut the phone and headed home.
*~back to The Tigers Eye~*
She stood there on the Bridge near the park and watched as the cars flu passed, she let herself get lost in it. watching and listening to the sound. Vrooom, Vrooom as they went by. she held her cell phone, dialing number she waited for the ring. she wouldn't cry, not shed one tear until she was in the comfort of his arms.
There was two rings when Andy and Ben's home phone went off. "You've reached Andy and Ben Jacobs, leave a message and we'll get back to you soon, peace..." Jin waited for the beep no expression on her face. when the beep went off she spoke. "Hey i know its early... are you there, it Six in the morning you have to be--" There was a click. "Hellllooo." Came the Groggy voice of Ben. "Hey Benjy, it your brother sleeping?"
"Ya, got home late. went out with--for beers, hold on..." What seemed like minutes passed and she waited, she swore she heard cursing, and the distinct thud of someone banging there toe. "Jin?" She took a deep breath and kept a mono tone. "Could i come over and talk, i just need to talk..." There was a slight pause and than a nod, Andy could tell something was wrong. "Yea baby, anything you want. I'll wait for you, are you ok?" she didn't want to answer that right away, she would have started to break right there on the phone.
Twenty minutes later, hoofing it on her feet she reached the brothers apartment and knocked on the door, Ben opened it quickly and she stepped inside. "Hey i have to get to work, but Andy will be out in a minute." she smiled and gave her a hug and exited. she waited for a moment before taking herself into his room where he was getting dressed, he just got out of the shower. "Andy..." he turned wrapped in his towel and for the first time she knew she could just be herself with him.
Before the first tears hit her cheeks Andy moved to her and held her close. "Jin what's going on, what's wrong?" she buried her head in his shoulder, she could smell his Calvin Klein body wash. "Talk to me baby." she wouldn't not right now, she knew if she waited just a little bit longer the tears wouldn't come full force and she wouldn't let this man see her weakness. She felt he chin being lifted and she now looked into Andy's eyes, full of concern. "Andy i--i'm just lost..." At of course at a time like this he cracks a joke. "I can take you home, pretty handy with a road map." a mixture of tears and laughter she reburied her head and he smiled.
"Come now, tell me." she wasn't sure if she wanted to tell him, but she would. He sat them down on the edge of his bed and he held her she told him everything she could without giving away her secret work. "Baby I’m so sorry." That's all he could say without over stepping everything he worked so hard to build from her, before this he had serious issues. All he knew now was he had to be there for her.
Jin was crying now, something she hadn't done in a long time. she couldn't even recall the last time she cried. it was a release and Andy was helping her, just by being there. she could always count on him and especially Kitty. She went right to Andy thou, instead of her partner, the one person in all the world that meant more than this man right here. she would have to tell Kitty again, and no doubt there would be more tears.
Andy stood and headed to the phone. "What are you doing?" Jin raised an eyebrow. "calling in sick, i want to spend time with you. You need me right now." Jin shook her head. "No they need you, and I’ll be here. I'm not going anywhere, but i have to work to. do a few things..." she smiled and stood checking her now running make-up in the mirror. "You let me cry and run my mascara, i should hurt you." she smiled for the second time that night. "You needed to cry, and you need not be alone."
"I'm not alone, i have you and kitty. So when your not around i have my other best friend. now go to work." he shook his head and picked up the phone to call. "God damn it Andy, go already I’ll be fine I’m all better now and--" He didn't let her yelling stop him either he kept calling. Walking over she knocked the phone out of his hand and placed it on the receiver.
"Jin, your upset right now. and i would rather i take a day off to spent it with you, than train army wanna-be's all day. I want to be with the women i love today, is that so hard to ask? We've been together for Three years now Jin, and this is the first time in three years you've opened up to me like this, i say its a pretty special occasion to take one lousy day off work, and I’m going to. so me and you can spend time together."
Just when she thought she was done, more tears. she lowered her head and picked up the phone handing it to him. Smiling her returned in making the call, as an instinct Jin crawled into his bed and curled up in his blankets. she loved how warm that feeling was, she lay curled up boots and socks off. Moments later she felt the bed shift and when she looked up Andy lay next to her, his arms outstretched waiting for her. she smiled and rested her head on his shoulder, and again with the tears. "Damn you Andy, you made me cry three times today. I dare say your taking advantage." she smiled as he wiped the tears from her eyes.
He kissed her lips and she smiled melting into it, losing herself. That was exactly what she needed and what she wanted, she needed to feel alive...
~ ~ ~
Clothes were not discarded into a heap on the floor curtain's closed and the smell of sex linger in the air, Jin lay in the arms of her Andy and she smiled and as she lay sleeping next to him, even in her dreams she could smell is aftershave.
~~~
"i should get going, double date tonight. don't you boys forget." Jin smiled slipping on the last of her clothes. "your going to be ok?" Jin nodded and kissed him once before heading towards the door. "You need to shower again." she smile and exited.
Dialing Kitty's number she sighed. "Hey you, I’m heading home now. I’ll explain why the sudden disappearance when i see you." than she shut the phone and headed home.
*~back to The Tigers Eye~*
